Oh yeah me and Ryan go out now.
On Sunday I had to go meet his aunt and uncle and go to his church that morning, and then he came and met my folks and helped me in the nursery that night, cuz my church was having a business meeting.
It was really nerve-racking at first, cuz I thought his uncle was gonna be real hard and everything, but he was actually really really sweet.
Well tonight was fun. We were gonna have like a big study group over at KT and LN's house for history, cuz there's a test in there tomorrow. Well only 5 people ended up showing up, but it was really fun. It was me, KT, Angel, Jess, Derrick and Amelia. We didn't get a whole lot done, but we got a little bit done and we all had a lot of fun. You know it really surprises me how much people misjudge Jess all the time. Cuz people think that he's just this smart, cute, but anit-social guy who's joined at the hip with his girlfriend. And he's actually really fun, when he's around people who he can relax with. And one day he's gonna like kill me, but I swear I'm just gonna nick-name him Captain America, cuz I swear he's like the "perfect all-american guy." I know that sounds really bad, but still he really is, Nichole really hit the jackpot on him.
But I don't think I did so bad myself with Ryan. I must admit, I feel more comfortable with him than I did with Anthony. I don't know what it is, I just do. He does cuss more than should be done, but I can't say I don't do it too. And he's a typical guy in the way he thinks sometimes, and he dips, but he's trying, and doing a very good job I might add, to quit. Honestly I don't think I would want anyone thats "perfect." I would feel far too uncomfortable, and like I'd get an even bigger complex about myself.
Well I think I've made up for my long absence of not writing, how about it KT? Do you think I've made up for not writing for so long?
:-P
Well God Bless!!!
~Deidra Joy~

"Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so."-- Douglas Adams

Now usually I'm a person who loves lil kids and I always watch them and things like that. But I wanted to kill me a lil kid today....
So I was talking to my prom date, Ryan, cuz I have one now!!! Which is very exciting, but anyways, more about that later... So I was talking to Ryan, and Hannah, the lil kid, started saying things such as "Hey Ryan why do you wanna go out with Deidra so much?" and other embarrassing things of that nature.
Now if me and Ryan were going out then it wouldn't have made me mad. But we don't, and I like him, but yeah its demented, anyways, I told her to stop but she wouldn't she just kept screaming stuff like that louder and louder. Finally her mom came in and told her to shut up, cuz her and Aaron, Hannah's lil brother, were taking a nap. So yeah, ugh, so demeaning. Grrr....
So I ended up not killing her, but I so wanted to. Talk about embarrassing, like so bad. Yeah anyways, so I just thought I'd write about that.
But back to the fact that I do have a prom date. It makes me very excited, and its the guy that I wanted to go with in the first place so that makes it all the better.
~Deidra Joy~

"Reckon the days in which you have not been angry. I used to be angry every day; now every other day; then every third and fourth day; and if you miss it so long as thirty days, offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving to God."--Epictetus

So I went over to Meg's house today... very interesting.
We went over some Japanese terms, and when we tripped out cuz when you say one of the terms, it sounds like your saying "You no touch my sh**" So fonnay, man we were so bored, we tripped out over that for like 10 mins. It was great.
We fondued apples, that also was fun, and interesting, especially since we didn't actually use the fondue fountain...
But yeah so I'm home now, and I'm half dreading a phone call thats supposed to happen... *shudder* anyways, not going there.
So I hope that your days been good, God Bless!!
~Deidra Joy~

"All kinds are good except the kind that bores you."--Voltaire

So my friends want me to go to prom, but I have no one that I just really wanna go with, and I don't really know if I wanna go. But yeah... I have to do Richtar cards, 42 of them!!! Thats just wrong, on so many different levels. They're due on Wednesday, and the one-act play tryouts are that day too. I'm like so nervous about them, cuz I've never done anything like it before. So scared....
~Deidra Joy~

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Hey everyone!! Have you had a happy new year?? Well its 6:13 am and I haven't slept since 8:30 yesterday morning... I'm like almost wasted, I could pass out at any moment, really I could. Its kinda sad really, that I don't have anything better to do with my time... but hey sleep is over-rated anyways. Well yeah seeing as I'm getting up in like 3 hrs anyways, I'm not even gonna try and sleep, but I hope all of you are getting a good sleep!!
~Deidra Joy~

"Forgive, O Lord, my little jokes on Thee
And I'll forgive Thy great big one on me"--Robert Frost