Yeah so its been a long time since I've posted, mostly because there really hasn't been much to post about.
Let's see we took the TAKS test last week, which was retarded. The social studies one was super easy, but then I knew it would be, it always is. The math one was pretty easy, but it was harder than I expected it to be. The science one was blah, cuz all the stuff sounded familiar, but I haven't really learned anything in my science class this year, so I didn't really know the answers for sure.
I think I kinda know what I want to do for college... this is nothing solid at all, but its what I'm kinda thinking about at the moment....
I'll go to Panola for two years and take basic courses. Then go to Applied Life Christian College for two years up in Arkansas, cuz I've had like samples of some of their courses and they sound really cool.
After that I have no idea... Maybe I'll just give into what everyone says I'm going to be and just be a teacher. Who knows what the future will hold.....
LOL well I'll leave you with that corny line, Ciao!

~Deidra Joy~

"The future is something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is."-- C.S. Lewis

okay, I know I'm posting two things on the same day, but I just realized that I never posted anything about prom!! How retarded am I?!
Okay well here's how it all went on Saturday.... *flashback effects*
So I woke up and I had to go to this Easter egg hunt thing that my church was hosting for little kids cuz I got volunteered to help out. Which I don't mind, but still it was the day of prom!! Neways, so I went to that and stayed there till about 11, then because Vanessa was in town we all went out to eat at the Chinese restaurant. And we didn't get outta there till like 12. So me and my aunt leave so we can get started on all my stuff. I had to take a shower cuz I hadn't really bathed when I got up that morning, I just washed my hair. So I bathed, and by bathed I mean I scrubbed, and did all the shower stuff, I don't think I really need to go into detail about it. Then I get out and Aunt Donna does my toenails first. Then my fingernails, then they told me to call Ryan and tell him to be at the house at 4:30. So then we start on my hair, the longest job ever. It took like an hour and a half to two hours to get it all done. Then at the very end its almost 4 and we're all rushing, trying to get my dress on, having to mend nails that have popped off and all that good stuff.
So we get it all done and then Aunt Donna's like we need pictures!! And so we go outside and she like goes crazi with the video camera. I mean seriously crazi. Ryan shows up and so we have to take pics together too. They finally let us leave, and we were gonna head up to the school first and take pics but we were just like, meh there's gonna be too many people there, we'll just head to Shoguns.
Ryan, being a typical guy, didn't want to ask for directions, and didn't know where it was cuz he'd never eaten there before. I being the worst person in the world to ask for directions couldn't tell him where to go. Well he stopped at some gas station and got bad directions so finally I was like can we just call my mom?! And he's like ok...
So we got there and there was mass amounts of people. We ended up in a room with Ashley's brother and a lot of people that Ryan knew. So he had a good time and everything, but I didn't really know the people so I just stayed in my lil corner and was quiet.
We got to prom and it was so much more fun than I thought it was going to be, mostly cuz I was with the person that I could have the most fun with.

*sigh*
Yeah I only danced a couple of dances and didn't do that real well cuz I didn't know what I was doing. Then afterward we went over to Becca's house till 2 (that's AM) and then I went home and slept for a couple of hours and then went to church.
I didn't wash my hair though I kept it the same, I didn't wear my dress either, cuz that's so cliche and I just didn't feel like putting it back on. I wore one of those business suits that I'd bought for the Key Club trip that I didn't get to go on. Everyone was like OMG is that Deidra?! I was all blah don't talk about me... and w/e.
It took like 6 washes to get all the hairspray and crud out on Monday morning though, it was so crazi.
okay well that will be all about that.
Laturz!

~Deidra Joy~

Well hey! I know its been forever since I've posted, for those of you who actually read my blog, but here's what's been going on. Last Wednesday I got a job at Lone Star Grill as a dishwasher/running the ice cream parlor/everything but a waitress. At first I was just nervous that I wasn't gonna like Melissa (the owner and Nichole's mom) but I like her alright. Mostly I'm being trained to replace Robert cuz he's leaving in May. But now I think I'm gonna have to quit. Mostly cuz I don't think I can multi-task as much as she needs me to. I've just never been a good multi-tasker and that's something she definitely needs. I'm gonna tell her on Thursday that I can't work anymore. It interferes with my school work too, I know everyone thinks I don't actually do any, but the little that I do do, it interferes with. I kinda feel bad quitting but I just really don't like it that much and its not like I really need the money or anything. And I'm not quitting because of Nichole's mom!!!! She told me to tell her if I felt like I needed to quit and well I do feel that way.
But onto a happier note, I'm going to Six Flags on Friday!!!! Yea!!! It's gonna be like so much fun.  :-)  I can't wait, it's gonna be me, Ryan, Chels, Daniel, Chris and Jon.  I know Ryan, me, Chels and Daniel are all gonna be on a fast pass together but I don't know if Chris and Jon are gonna be on one with us.  Becca might end up going, but I have no idea for sure.  I'm soo going to get a tatoo again, cuz that was fun, I enjoy doing the tatoo thing.  I think I'm gonna get a bigger one this year.  The concert is going to be schweet.  There's going to be Audio Adreniline, Kutless(my fav), Disciple, Stellar Kart and one other that I can't member for sure, maybe Hawk Nelson. I dunno I just know its gonna be awesome, oh yeah, and there's 10 new rides there now, which is also gonna just be so cool.
Only seven weeks left of school!!! OPA OPA OPA OPA  I just don't think I can say it enough.  There are not words to describe the happiness I feel about not being in school.  I only have to worry about TAKS, but I'm not really that worried about the ones coming up.  Maybe the science one, but that's about it.  Man but Ryan's going to be graduating in a few weeks and I'm prolly gonna cry at that and when he gets his academic blanket, which he gets tomorrow!!!  His uncle's going to be the one to give it to him, I can just feel myself starting to cry now.  He's going to college over the summer and all of next year, then after he's done at Panola he's going to transfer over to UT Tyler and I'm going to miss him so much!!!!!  Like its crazi how much I"m going to miss him.  :-(  :-(   But I'm gonna spend as much time with him as I can before he leaves, he'll prolly be so sick of me that he'll be glad to be gone. 
Well I think I've bored you enough with my strange/boring life, so I'll let you get back to yours!! 

~Deidra Joy~

"I'm doing what I think I was put on this earth to do. And I'm really

grateful to have something that I'm passionate about and that I think

is profoundly important."-- Marian Wright Edelman

I want to thank all of you that prayed cuz I do believe they were answered.
On Friday Ryan went to Poetry UIL and got first place and what makes this better is that he thought he might could get disqualified cuz of something that was in it. But obviously he didn't cuz he got 1st place, it made me so happy. And I'm sure it made him even happier.
Well we went to a movie tonight, we went and saw Ice Age 2, it was hilarious. There were these two old ladies behind us though who laughed at like stupid stuff that wasn't even funny and their laughs were annoying, like seriously. I just wanted to turn around and be like "Shut UP!! You're so annoying!" But I didn't, Ryan wouldn't let me. And Ryan wanted to hit the two lil kids in front of us, but I wouldn't let him.
Well that's about it. I'm not gonna put a quote at the end of this one, Sorry!!! I just don't feel like looking through a lot of quotes and trying to decide if I've used that one or not, and I'm really tired. And since I'm losing an hour tonight and going to church tomorrow I need some sleep. So Laturz!

~Deidra Joy~