Hey y'all!
Wow its been forever since I've posted something. Well here's what's happened so far...
I went to camp and had a totally awesome time, like I can't even begin to describe how awesome this place is. And it totally changed my life, I mean completely turned it around. And I can't wait to go next year!!!!
On a not-so-happy note, me and Ryan are no longer together. I was the one who did the break-up or w/e but I'm not exactly happy about it.
And on another slightly depressing note, Jon, my big haired friend, has a cist(I'm not really sure how you spell that) on his brain. He passed out in front of a hospital yesterday, so if y'all could pray for him, that would be awesome!
Well thats really all of the news I've got for now, I'll try and keep more updated, Love y'all!!

~Deidra Joy~

"One who asks a question is a fool for five minutes; one who does not ask a question remains a fool forever." -- Chinese Proverb

Your Dosha is Vata

Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!). You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory. You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time. It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer. With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people In love: You fall in and out of love very easily To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature

Well yesterday I went shopping. I got like 3 pairs of earrings and a necklace at the mall. I also finally got my parents gifts for birthdays and mom/dad days. I bought them two presents each. I wanna give them to them on Sunday, but I don't know if I'm gonna get to see them. I hope so....
I MISS MY MOMMY!!!! She's gonna be back in on Saturday but I'm not going to be home and the only time I might be able to see her is on Sunday at my MIMI's house. She better come, I'll be like all kinds of upset.
I WANT MY RYAN!!! Yeah I miss him too... I'm not going to get to see him for 2 maybe 3 weeks It makes me very sad. I can't wait to see him again
I miss all my friends too, heck I miss everyone! Except my brother, I have no desire, whatsoever to see him. Neways....
I can't wait for Arkansas, other than Texas its my favorite state, its sooo pretty. Especially up in the mountain area, like Hot Springs. Its gorgeous!!
Man I don't wanna go to bed and I don't wanna get up in the morning either, tho I actually don't have a set time tomorrow, thank goodness.
Well I'm gunna go do other internet things, prolly Myspace, LOL.
Ciao!

~Deidra Joy~

"The world is moving so fast these days that the one who says it can't be done is generally interrupted by someone doing it."-- Harry Emerson Fosdick

Hey all!
I'm at my aunt's house just got in today. Can't wait till next week when I get to go to camp. For any of y'all who actually read this, which I think would be like 3, don't try and call my phone cuz I get no service and leaving me a voicemail won't work cuz that doesn't work nemore either. I HATE CELLULARONE!! It sux.
Neways.... I miss Ryan already , I didn't get to see him and say goodbye to him today.
Chels is going insane right now cuz Daniels gone off to boot camp and she's not gonna get to see him until september, I can't even imagine how she's feeling.
So much depression... yet in the midst of it all I'm sure we'll find happiness. LOL I think that's the corniest thing I've ever said in my entire life. Well neways,
usually I'd say "on a happier note" but I can't really think of a happier note right now.
Well since I can't think of anything else to say and I don't wanna depress you anymore, Ciao!

~Deidra Joy~

"The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for."-- Allan K. Chalmers

Here's a thing I found and while it may not be poetic or anything I totally relate to it. I dont know who wrote it, but I like it anyways. Ok so here it is.

Do I have any real talent?
Do I really have meaning?
Is there any kind of use for me at all in this turmoil filled world?
I say "No" I have no meaning.
"Yes" you say? I do have meaning?
How? In what way?
Sports you ask?
I fumble all over myself just trying to move in everyday life.
I would kill myself trying to co-ordinate myself enough to play a sport.
Can I sing?
I sound as lovely as a fingernail on a chalkboard.
Dancing perhaps?
Need I bring up my co-ordination skills again?
And my rhythm?
Well lets just say I live up to the stereo typical white girl type of rhythm.
Acting maybe.
As melodramatic as I may be,
I cannot control that melodramatic-ness and make it an art form.
Art, that’s it!
Stick figures maybe, but any art I've produced is laughable
And can be passed off as any 5-year olds doodling.
I have no real beauty to boast of either.
Can I hear? I'm not deaf, yet.
Do I listen? Occasionally.
But can I remember? Rarely.
Talking?
Ah yes, something I'm finally good at.
But do I say anything worth listening to?
Not often.
So my question, am I purposeful?
I think not, as I have nothing to offer to the world.
But, God did create me for some purpose,
Whether it be just to make others feel better by my lack talent;
Or by some unknown gift that has hidden itself so far.
In any case I think my conclusion can be that
I do serve some purpose.
I may never know what it is,
But I take heart in knowing that God made me
And he's never made a mistake.
I totally feel like I relate to that, I mean everything in there I think I've thought before. When I found it I was just like this is insane!!! LOL Well now that y'all know how I tick I guess I can let y'all go. Laturz!

~Deidra Joy~
I didn't put a quote on this one cuz I didn't think that after that big long thing anyone would really feel the need for one.