Hey ya'll!!
I know its been a while since I've posted anything... sorry bout that. I just really haven't had much to post about.
Well hopefully Tuesday will be a good day cuz I'll be getting my senior ring for one thing, that's gonna be awesome. And I'll be getting the other half of my valentines day gift from Ryan. He gave me the first half on Thursday cuz I'd been feeling really bad and I stayed home sick that day. He brought me a teddy bear and a mocha frappachino I was like aww....
Yeah anyways....
Friday I went to a valentines banquet. I took Justin cuz I had kinda hoped that he would be affected by the speaker. His name is Ray Highfield (I think thats his last name) anyways, his ministry is with HIV/AIDS patients and that type thing. He's a great speaker, I really enjoyed listening to him, both times I heard him. Well Justin enjoyed himself which was the important thing, but he didn't really seem to be that affected. Oh well, at least I helped plant a seed. Thats really all I can do.
Well tomorrow's gonna be good cuz there's no school!! Thank God, I mean really, its such a relief. No Richter, *happy dances all around the house*, but yeah. It makes me happy, and me and Ryan are gonna go and pick out his tux for prom.
Well I need to go cuz I need to sleep.
God Bless!!
~Deidra Joy~

"There are two ways to slide easily through life: to believe everything or to doubt everything; both ways save us from thinking." -- Alfred Korzybski

This week has been fabulous!!!
Particularly on Wednesday, that was definitely a good day, in every way possible it was good.
Yeah so yesterday my mom tells me that I need more sleep because I look exhausted and I look pale. I was like well thanx a lot!!!
Yeah last night was also a good night.
Me and Ryan went to the movies. We went and saw WHEN A STRANGER CALLS. Yeah scary movie, or at least I thought it was. Ryan laughed, I was like guh, how can you laugh when someone's about to die?!?!
Yeah and my brother was there!!! I was like ugh when I saw him, I don't know if my parents put him up to it or not. I can't decide...
oh well I'm not gonna worry about it too much, cuz I'm just not, last night was too good to let it be ruined or bothered by my relatives.
Yeah I still have yet to really do much for losing weight for prom...
I really am trying to get my butt in gear, but its hard. I'm trying to make myself get up at 5 every morning, but it never works. I did it for one week, but after that I kinda lost my will. I dunno blargh. << new word I decided to use just because.
Well I think I'm gonna go back to my boring life, Ciao!!
~Deidra Joy~

"When people keep telling you that you can't do a thing, you kind of like to try it."-- Margaret Chase Smith

Oh yeah me and Ryan go out now.
On Sunday I had to go meet his aunt and uncle and go to his church that morning, and then he came and met my folks and helped me in the nursery that night, cuz my church was having a business meeting.
It was really nerve-racking at first, cuz I thought his uncle was gonna be real hard and everything, but he was actually really really sweet.
Well tonight was fun. We were gonna have like a big study group over at KT and LN's house for history, cuz there's a test in there tomorrow. Well only 5 people ended up showing up, but it was really fun. It was me, KT, Angel, Jess, Derrick and Amelia. We didn't get a whole lot done, but we got a little bit done and we all had a lot of fun. You know it really surprises me how much people misjudge Jess all the time. Cuz people think that he's just this smart, cute, but anit-social guy who's joined at the hip with his girlfriend. And he's actually really fun, when he's around people who he can relax with. And one day he's gonna like kill me, but I swear I'm just gonna nick-name him Captain America, cuz I swear he's like the "perfect all-american guy." I know that sounds really bad, but still he really is, Nichole really hit the jackpot on him.
But I don't think I did so bad myself with Ryan. I must admit, I feel more comfortable with him than I did with Anthony. I don't know what it is, I just do. He does cuss more than should be done, but I can't say I don't do it too. And he's a typical guy in the way he thinks sometimes, and he dips, but he's trying, and doing a very good job I might add, to quit. Honestly I don't think I would want anyone thats "perfect." I would feel far too uncomfortable, and like I'd get an even bigger complex about myself.
Well I think I've made up for my long absence of not writing, how about it KT? Do you think I've made up for not writing for so long?
:-P
Well God Bless!!!
~Deidra Joy~

"Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so."-- Douglas Adams

Now usually I'm a person who loves lil kids and I always watch them and things like that. But I wanted to kill me a lil kid today....
So I was talking to my prom date, Ryan, cuz I have one now!!! Which is very exciting, but anyways, more about that later... So I was talking to Ryan, and Hannah, the lil kid, started saying things such as "Hey Ryan why do you wanna go out with Deidra so much?" and other embarrassing things of that nature.
Now if me and Ryan were going out then it wouldn't have made me mad. But we don't, and I like him, but yeah its demented, anyways, I told her to stop but she wouldn't she just kept screaming stuff like that louder and louder. Finally her mom came in and told her to shut up, cuz her and Aaron, Hannah's lil brother, were taking a nap. So yeah, ugh, so demeaning. Grrr....
So I ended up not killing her, but I so wanted to. Talk about embarrassing, like so bad. Yeah anyways, so I just thought I'd write about that.
But back to the fact that I do have a prom date. It makes me very excited, and its the guy that I wanted to go with in the first place so that makes it all the better.
~Deidra Joy~

"Reckon the days in which you have not been angry. I used to be angry every day; now every other day; then every third and fourth day; and if you miss it so long as thirty days, offer a sacrifice of thanksgiving to God."--Epictetus

So I went over to Meg's house today... very interesting.
We went over some Japanese terms, and when we tripped out cuz when you say one of the terms, it sounds like your saying "You no touch my sh**" So fonnay, man we were so bored, we tripped out over that for like 10 mins. It was great.
We fondued apples, that also was fun, and interesting, especially since we didn't actually use the fondue fountain...
But yeah so I'm home now, and I'm half dreading a phone call thats supposed to happen... *shudder* anyways, not going there.
So I hope that your days been good, God Bless!!
~Deidra Joy~

"All kinds are good except the kind that bores you."--Voltaire