So my friends want me to go to prom, but I have no one that I just really wanna go with, and I don't really know if I wanna go. But yeah... I have to do Richtar cards, 42 of them!!! Thats just wrong, on so many different levels. They're due on Wednesday, and the one-act play tryouts are that day too. I'm like so nervous about them, cuz I've never done anything like it before. So scared....
~Deidra Joy~

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Hey everyone!! Have you had a happy new year?? Well its 6:13 am and I haven't slept since 8:30 yesterday morning... I'm like almost wasted, I could pass out at any moment, really I could. Its kinda sad really, that I don't have anything better to do with my time... but hey sleep is over-rated anyways. Well yeah seeing as I'm getting up in like 3 hrs anyways, I'm not even gonna try and sleep, but I hope all of you are getting a good sleep!!
~Deidra Joy~

"Forgive, O Lord, my little jokes on Thee
And I'll forgive Thy great big one on me"--Robert Frost

On Tuesday I had gotten a new cell phone and was ecstatic about it, but the effect has worn off and I've realized that I'm not quite as thrilled with it as before. So on Saturday me and my mom are going back to Tyler to exchange phones, this time I'm pretty sure I know what I want. Hopefully anyways...
Well I'm supposed to help my youth group out at the firework stand tomorrow, but I dunno if thats gonna happen, cuz there's still a few things at home I have to do in order to go to Tyler on Saturday, and seeing as there's no immediate bathroom relief out there, and my bladder is about the size of a walnut, it might be rather dangerous. I dunno I'll figure it out tomorrow...
~Deidra Joy~

"The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity."--Ellen Parr

So last night, or should I say this morning, at around 3 me and my friend KT randomly went walking around the town. It was actually quite fun, because the air was clean and refreshing, and i got to walk down the middle of the street without fear of being runover by a car. And for a short time I actually slightly admired the small, pointless town I live in. It can really come off as a pretty good little town, but the goodness is always covered up during the daytime with cars and rude people and everyone trying to get somewhere. <<< Doesn't that sound so incredibly corny!! But I can't help thats just how I feel about it, and thats the only way I know how to write it.
I've decided that I so need to get a writing tutor because my writing skills are like 0. I mean really, they are, as you can quite plainly see for yourself. I think I could prolly get LN to do it or Jess or something like that, they both write really well. I also decided I ramble, as you can also clearly see.
Well I'm going to end this with a quote(I've decided I'm going to do that from now on):
"The greatest single cause of atheism in the world today is Christians,who acknowledge Jesus with their lips, then walk out the door and deny him by their lifestyles. That is what an unbelieving world simply finds unbelievable."-- DC talk

So who had a great Christmas?? i know i did, it was fabuloso. So who's ready for New Years?!?!?! its gunna be great, my friend meg is gunna have a bonfire and its gunna be flipping awesome!! don't u just luv the way i keep using "gunna" lol :-p i know i'm such a nerd, but i can't help it, its just how i am. well i'm done rambling for now.
~Deidra Joy~