So this weekend I went to Houston and stayed in a hotel that was in the mall!! It was so cool and the beds there were so incredibly soft, it was like I was on a cloud, seriously. *sigh*
Man I had so much fun shopping too, I bought a lot of stuff. I got two new outfits and a new pair of shoes and a bunch of stuff from Clinique. The whole thing was very productive.
The concert was awesome too!!!! At first I was kinda like, meh... cuz I didn't really care for the band that I heard open for them, but once RelientK go on the stage it all got a lot better.
The only thing that woulda made it better was if Ryan (my perfect imperfection) was there, cuz I just missed him and I wanted to see him/be with him. *sigh*
So today me and Juan went to Brookshire's to pick up a job application. Then we went to the library and rented a couple of movies, I had to pay off a 30 cent fine that he had on a couple of books.
Well tomorrow's gonna be fun cuz me and Ryan are gonna hang out after school and catch up and what-not. Then he's gonna drop me off at the church at around 6:30, before he goes to play practice, cuz mom's convinced me to give the Easter choir a try, though I don't think I'll go through with it, cuz singing is not quite my forte.

~Deidra Joy~

"The person that loses their conscience has nothing left worth keeping."-- Izaak Walton

Well I got sent to OCS again. I know I'm such a bad child, but uh yeah, it wasn't so bad today. The regular OCS teacher was there and there was only like 6 kids today, compared to the like 20 uncontrolled kids last time.
So I'm like totally siked out about tomorrow and Saturday, but mostly Saturday. There is going to be mass amounts of shopping being done on both days. And Saturday I get to see one of my favorite bands ever in concert...RelientK!!! *squeal*

Yeah so the hotel we're staying in is like inside the mall or right beside it or something like that, now thats what I call convenience. :-P
Yeah so I'm slightly happy about it...

~Deidra Joy~

"Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you.""--Erich Fromm

(I don't know if I've done this one before, but I like it!!)

Hey ya'll!!
Hope ya'll enjoyed my friends lil poem, even though I only had one comment on it, but oh well!!
Ok so this week has been interesting, yet fun too.
Me, Meg, Ash, and KT have all been working on our spanish project, and I must say its taken a lot of time, but its been fun too. I especially love it when me and Ash are gonna randomly toss tortillas around the room. Good Tymes!!
So last night I had like a bunch of stuff to do, I had to finish Richter cards and do English stuff and get everything together for today in spanish. Well I actually got to sleep pretty early, like about 11:00. Well at 11:51 (I know cuz I checked my phone this morning) I got a call, so I'm like what? And can you guess who it was? Just guess... of course, it was Anthony, I was like I'm asleep, and the phone call lasted all of about 45 seconds. GUH!! Who calls people at 12 o'clock at night!!!! Thats just wrong, well anyways, so irritating, but I'm ok now. I'm just glad I was able to go back to sleep.
Well such is a day, and night, in the life of this walking oxymoron.
Ciao!!!
~Deidra Joy~

"The distance between insanity and genius is measured only by success."-- Bruce Feirstein

Well at the moment I'm in Mrs.Bagley's class and I'm currently doing nothing!! Thank goodness, this class really is very boring. Our sub is Mrs.Davis, aka Hannah Jo's mom. She's cool.
Ok one of my friends who shall remain nameless so as not to embarrass them and to save my own life, wanted me to get people's opinion on something that they wrote, cuz they've never written anything before and they wanted people to read it without anyone knowing it was them. So that being said here's the piece:

I'm sitting here all alone
I just can't do this on my own
I need someone to take me there,
Take me where I'll breathe fresh air.
But who to find, oh who to find?
They've all gone and left me behind.
There's such confusion and so much doubt,
I only want to know what its all about!
I need someone to take me there,
Take me where I can breathe fresh air.
I'm sitting here all alone
I just can't do this on my own.
-- Anonymous

Anyways that the deal that they wrote, hope you enjoyed it. I didn't understand it, but I'm retarded on anything like that, that's why I'm asking your opinions!!
Well that's really the only thing I wanted to post so laturz!
~Deidra Joy~

"In my day, we didn't have self-esteem, we had self-respect, and no more of it than we had earned."-- Jane Haddam

OMG!!! Today I felt like a was slowly burning in hell. Seriously, it was soo bad. Ok here's the thing, we have this thing called E&R, and its like if people haven't passed a certain test then they have to take tutorials during this time, but people who passed all of their tests this is basically just a free time.
Well I passed all my tests, and so I've been going to Mr.Watkins class for the past, I dunno, 3 months. Then all of a sudden, about a week ago, I get written up because I wasn't in an E&R class. But the 1st is just a warning. Other things happened in between, but here's why I was in OCS (it stands for On Campus Suspension, btw). Oh and all this happened yesterday...
I went and asked the teacher that I'm "supposed" to have for E&R if I could go down to Mr.Watkins class, and he told me I could. Then he wrote me up again for not being in E&R. So I told Mrs.Nyvall, the vice-principal/person who deals with all the write ups, that he had said I could go. But she told me that since I was just going down there for my boyfriend and that I wasn't in a UIL event then I didn't need to go down there anyways, and since this was my second write up I was going to have to do a day in OCS. Now this is mostly true, yes my boyfriend is in that class, but I had been going there since before we were going out. Anyways, yesterday was just not good, cuz after that it was lunch and I went outside Mrs.Websters class and was going to go in, but I wanted to calm down first. Well that didn't happen, and i just ended up squalling like really bad, oh it was awful. And things pretty much went downhill from there, but I won't tell you all about that.
So today, I had to go to OCS, now this was all very new to me, cuz I've NEVER been in trouble before, ever. Well anyways, there were quite a few people in there and it was just awful. They weren't very good when the regular teacher was there, but when she left for a doctor's appointment, and the substitute came, they were totally awful. I mean just loud, running around the room hitting each other, cussing and all kinds of crud.
I swear almost 4 fights started in there, almost but not quite. It was also the most bored I think I've ever been in my life!!! Anyways, if I haven't emphasized enough how awful it was, it was totally and completely awful! I mean there was nothing good about it, except maybe that for lunch I didn't have to stand in a huge line, cuz we went in between the lunches and so there was only the people in that class.
*sigh* Well that's about all I have to say about that, I'm just glad I have that off my chest now.
So after school, when I actually got to see people, me and Ryan hung out and he taught me how to drive his standard. I swear he was like so scared cuz I was driving. It was really fonnay to see him so freaked out. Man I laughed so hard. I thought I did all right for someone who had never driven a standard before... but maybe thats just me.
Ok well I'm thirsty and I want some tea, so laturz!
God Bless!
~Deidra Joy~

"Not only is the universe stranger than we imagine, it is stranger than we can imagine."-- Arthur Eddington