Well I'm not going to the Key Club convention and I'm rather disappointed about it. *sigh* It makes me sad. But there's really not much that I can do about it.
I also feel bad cuz the one-act didn't advance yesterday. Apparently some people messed up on purpose so that they wouldn't advance, cuz they didn't wanna risk missing prom. Needless to say Ryan was less than happy about it. He was like so freaking angry about it, I mean it was bad. I didn't get to see him yesterday and I barely talked to him. I miss him like crazy and as far as I know I'm not gonna get to see him today either. Heck I doubt I'll get to see him at all this week. He's got a lot of UIL stuff going on and he's so worked up over it by Saturday he's gonna be so tired he can't do anything. I hope he doesn't have to work Saturday, that would be awful, he'd be like soo angry, he probably would end up not going.
The fact that I'm not gonna get to see him hardly or at all this week makes me sad and depressed , but they do say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I just hope that all things go well for him this week. So if you're reading this pray for my Ryan!!!! He needs strength to help him through.
I know like this whole post has been about Ryan but thats what I have on my mind right now.
Good day to you all and don't forget, pray for my baby!!!!

~Deidra Joy~

"I am comforted by life's stability, by earth's unchangeableness. What has seemed new and frightening assumes its place in the unfolding of knowledge. It is good to know our universe. What is new is only new to us."-- Pearl S. Buck